This pain that drowns me.
I’m drowning in shallow water, simply because I don’t want to swim anymore. I’m tired of struggling for air, for a brake in the waves. A chance to resurface. But every time I do I see you standing there waving back at me. I remember the pain you put me through and I’d rather let the ocean swallow me whole and have it’s way with me. I rather sink to the bottom of the ocean where the sun don’t shine and the water’s chilled. Because seeing you again is like poison in my veins, You’ll be the death of me, one day…